an angel perhaps~~~ ;))

sabtu lalu me & candy gi Times Square...kitaorg gi shopping2...me beli wedges, baju & handbag...pusing2 laaa.....then peroott rasa lapar lak....makan kat Timeless Penang....favourite spot...;P

me order Champagne Grape (uhhh~~ sedap!!) + nasi goreng udang + telur.....candy makan nasi lemak + lemon juice~~~ yum~~ yum~~~

then pas makan kn, tba2 pelayan ni kemas la meja kami...org dia tua2 da cket...rmbut dia putih2 n mcm indian cket2...dia bergurau2 then tya kmi pya agama apa...kmi jwblaa RC...then dia tba2 ckp "u aa be nice girl k? dont be notty2...i see lots of people from Phillipines, Sabah & Sarawak goes to church at KL...if u want to have steady bf, u sud behave...." aaa~~ lbh krg la dia ckp mcm tue~~~ trus kmi berpdgn~~~ ermmmm~~~ len mcm jak nasihat dia nie~~~

an angel perhaps?? ;)) thanks 4 d advice btw~~~

this is so weird~~~

i had a dream once...about my 1st love, 1st couple in high school, David...this is strange...the last time i saw him was at his wedding in 2008...yes, he had been married...and i also did search him in facebook and i don't know why i search for him...but no clue...i miss him...the last text he did reply me was in 2005 while i was in matriculation...that's the year we broke up...i dumped him for other guy...

last 2 days, he added me in facebook...I WAS SHOCKED!! LIKE REALLY SHOCKED!!! D.A.M.N!!! I MISS HIM SO BADLY.....!!!! i had never thought in mind that he would have a facebook & add me...it's like impossible, well nothing is impossible...;p but i admit that i am so happy seeing him & chat with him...this feeling is so weird...it'a like the first time i saw him...the feeling is still there...

we webcam last night...i saw him...i get shy....i never look directly into his eyes...i never do...because once i did it (even on the webcam) i feel this weird feeling...like i wanna smile & shy & happy & lucky)... i don't know what's going on...is this for real?? don't tell me i might fall in love again...

one thing for sure, he is married...eventhough he divorce now or whatsoever, i'm not sure...maybe we can start all over again as a friend...;))

i asked him if he want to meet me next time but he answered to me,

"i don't want to meet you, coz i'm afraid i might fall in love with you again".....

this is so weird~~~