I've been busy....

Full denture bla bla bla full denture...work...work...work... Am I supposed to get a break for my coming mid-sem exam??? How am I supposed to study now??? I'm so gonna get migrain...MASSIVE MIGRAIN!!!! I have 3 full denture set to be finish and a not-sure partial case...GOSH!!! KILL ME!!! Senior year really drive me insane....!!!! FFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!

So glad my ortho Roberts Retractor just finished & I already invest my metal crown....(have to sneak time for building up porcelain :P)

Ohhh God!!! Bless me in everything I do...huhuhuhu~~~~ May all of my work will be done shortly...


I will.... :)) chayok chayok

Malaysian Dental Technologist Conference & Trade Exhibition

I'm a bit sad for not having the opportunity to go to this conference yet I'm still non-graduate-DT so far...haha... :P but it's okay...I went to this conference yesterday but only to check out some tools for my works...found some few cool stuff...i need few burs...i really want that whole set of burs... :(( but I only get few acrylic burs, round & fissure burs...and with that costs me RM50...DAMN IT!!! Wish can buy that round pliers but no $$$$$$....uwaaaaaaaaaaaaa.........

NEVER MIND!!!

Finally here... :))

hello...hello...hello...anybody home???? sorry sorry sorry da lama sgt x update blog nie...huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuh....agak lama juga yerr....hehehe....MJ kembali da nie...jgn risau...hah?? kemana menghilang...alololo...xda ilang2 laaa...cuma maintenace blog ni sikit2.... :)) hehehehe...

oh yaa... :)) saja jak mo wat kecoh cni.....ok starting this MAY, i will surely keep updating my blog... :)) super hardcore blogger will be here... :P

muah...muah...muah...love my all followers...<3

16th March 2011...

I gave him a ring...GOLD RING... :))

tadaaaaaaaaaa....

...ON HIS 24TH BIRTHDAY...

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR...

so now we both have almost the same design ring...hehe...

oh yaa...for our anniversary...

a stainless steel necklace....

^___^

~~~FOREVER LOVE~~~

Pray For Japan...

A pray can heal a soul....

We still live in peace...

We don't know our time yet....

So, pray...

About Ash Wednesday...

I'm sure a lot of people know this ritual but some goes to church accept this ritual without knowing a thing...here are some information about Ash Wednesday...(for Christians only)...

Ash Wednesday, in the calendar of Western Christianity and occurs 46 days before Easter, marks the beginning of the Season of Lent. It is a season of penance, reflection, and fasting which prepares us for Christ's Resurrection on Easter Sunday, through which we attain redemption.

According to the Canonical gospels of Matthew, Mark and Luke, Jesus spent forty days fasting in the desert before the beginning of his public ministry, during which he endured temptation by Satan. Ash Wednesday marks the beginning of this forty day liturgical period of prayer and fasting.

Ash Wednesday derives its name from the practice of placing ashes on the foreheads of adherents as a sign of mourning and repentance to God. The ashes used are typically gathered after the palms from the previous year's Palm Sunday are burned.

RITUAL

At Masses, ashes are imposed on the foreheads of the faithful. The priest, marks the forehead of each participant with black ashes in the shape of a cross, which the worshipper traditionally retains until it wears off. The act echoes the ancient Near Eastern tradition of throwing ashes over one's head to signify repentance before God (as related in the Bible). The priest or minister says one of the following when applying the ashes:

'Remember that thou art dust, and to dust thou shalt return'

—Genesis 3:19

Stressin' bout someone...

I don’t know what to say anymore….people say if you don’t have anything to say, better not saying anything at all…yaya…true…don’t say anything at all better la than just hihi haha nonsense speech…poor you…annoying…you may be good in English but I am better than you…(plus, my slang kinda good too…you got meh???) talk a lot but ZERO meaning…OMG ZEROO baa…haha…get it??? do stupid jokes like everybody understand…laugh like idiot…so bored! >.< then copying everybody status and make in own words…plagiarism ooohhh…so bad la you…removing the credits and make it copyright…what the hell aa??? No other things to do ka?

I’m so stress…so much that I can bear anymore…I hate being back up friend all of this time…I just want to go to class, talk with everybody and do my work…yaa…everyone is lazy including me but what to do…It’s my job oredy…I don’t care about them…I just care about me…because I have been so care about someone that in the end is going to walk over my head…I’m tired oredy…help larr…help yourself buddy…I’m not forever is going to back up you man…I’m so kind of not being so selfish that I keep everything to myself…what if I start to be selfish??? You like that huh??? What if I start ignoring you and let you on your own???

I’m very easy & open almost everything….i heard your stories, yaa I listen to you…(not really)…but you don’t have to be like 24-7 loving talk…hey…some of it keep it to yourself….yaa you can like scandal with all people in this world but who to trust???? If you want to lie to me I don’t care anymore because you already did…and you make me feel so terrible…but I cannot mad… L I don’t know which stories of yours I should believe…because everything is, for me, LIE….I ain’t Rihanna, I don’t love the way you lie…

I hope you can change for a better future…I hope you can put faith in God and trust in Him…I love the old you…change is better but from bad to better not from bad to worst…I’m a girl and treat me the way you should treat a girl…girl aren’t weak..they may have weak physical but girls have strong power and mind…they could break you…some boys hate girls…but remember this, if you hate them, you tease them, you make them hurt, it’s like you hurting your mom…if you love your mom, treat girls right… J

And yeah about respect…^^…(inspire by Mdm Connie this morning)…DON’T MISUNDERSTOOD ABOUT THIS....RESPECT IS TO BE EARNED!!! Give and take…doesn’t mean that you are older than me I have to respect you all the way…I’m being respect if you respect me back as a person…respect my words, my pride & what I want to do…Even a 3 or 5 years old you must show some respect too…

Well duh…tired ordy…say what you want to say laa….^__^….I’m done…chawwww…..

Gegaran??? Gempa bumi atau......???

Mr.Singh: OK class...disini ada satu pengumuman...semua dikehendaki turun ke bawah disebabkan berlakunya gegaran...sila berkumpul di bawah sekarang juga.....

Class: !@#$%^&*!

ada yg mengemas...ada yg panik...ada yg sempat mengambil dompet...ada yg malas....errrr....pokoknya MJ mesti turun...sebab MJ juga rasa gegaran tersebut....tme tgh syok2 trim, rasa mcm npon vibrate tpi xder plak bunyi mesej...so cool down je la...then...kejap2 lg rasa mcm vibrate...x juga bunyi...then bru org sebelah c Meicther persoalkan benda yg sama...& bertya, "kmu rasa ka???" then MJ pun mulai rasa len mcm......alkisahnya la dalam workstation td......

FUHHH~~~ siap polis dgn bomba dtg sekali......uuu~~~

persoalannya ialah,

apakah ia???

gegaran dari mana ka itu???

gegaran itu kembali sekitar 3-4 ptg.....

malah makin kuat!!!!

perghhhh!!!!

menakutkan~~~~

uuu~~~

OMG!!! "MJ sudah tunang kaa???"

haaaa???? MJ sudah tunang kaa??? FOR REALLL>?????? ehemmm...ehemmm....(batuk gete... :P)

inilah dakwaan, my 'engagement ring'...kononnya laaa... :P

hoi...sukati sa la lau sa cakap sa sudah tunang....tunang ka belum ka dunia mo kiamat suda meh??? yg ko sibuk sgt hal sa tu napa??? ko nda boleh tgok sa hidup senang kerrr???? uppsss~~~ sa lupa sa 'market' rupanya......pfffftttttt......

WTF man....FYI, (secara jujurnya laaa k???) yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...............

sa memang BELUM TUNANG LAGI.......

so what's the point??? kalau sa tunang pun kmu mo bagi hadiah meh??? even kmu ckp msi awal utk sa tunang, kalo sa mo tunang juga jd kenapalaaa???....sa cukup kasih sayang uda maaaa.....org suda suka ma sa, dia mo tunang sa...sa ok jak....ndala sa mo jd andartu nt kn???? :P uuuhh~~~ pedasnyerrr kate2... :P

BTW, i'll will post kat blog juga ba pasal sa mo tunang2 nie...DON'T WORRY K my dear readers?? mybe ujung taun kot...mybe nex yer kott....mybe la...apa2 pun, 'kita mampu merancang, Tuhan yang tentukan segalanya....'

so terpulang korg la mo percaya ka x....bla...bla...bla...get your life fix first before talking 'bout other people's life...jgn sebok2 hal org k?

chalowww bete.....=___________=....

Lonestar - Amazed

specially dedicated to my boyfriend, Ronald Richie....♥ ♥ ♥

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me

Is almost more than I can take

Baby when you touch me

I can feel how much you love me

And it just blows me away

I've never been this close to anyone or anything

I can hear your thoughts

I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do

I'm so in love with you

It just keeps getting better

I want to spend the rest of my life

With you by my side

Forever and ever

Every little thing that you do

Baby, I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin

The taste of your kiss

The way you whisper in the dark

Your hair all around me

Baby you surround me

You touch every place in my heart

Oh, it feels like the first time, every time

I want to spend the whole night in your eyes

Every little thing that you do

I'm so in love with you

It just keeps getting better

I want to spend the rest of my life

With you by my side

Forever and ever

Every little thing that you do

Baby, I'm amazed by you

Bila berkawan...

saya bukan jenis socialite or friendly...saya tidak ramai kawan tapi kawan yg saya ada pun sudah memadai...entahlah sejak saya datang KL ni baru saya perasan saya ada masalah berkawan dengan orang...ermmm...adakah kerana saya ni tidak boleh dijadikan kawan or mmg saya tidak ingin berkawan...well, x kira apa pun sebabnya dorg ada hak nak kawan dengan siapa...

kalau dah xnak kawan dengan saya tu, xpala...x paksa...tapi bila xnak kawan tue, janganlah sampai nak kutuk2 pula...apa yg saya buat di kelas atau post di fb, biarlah...kenapa nak judge lagi??? saya tau dalam kelas certain people tidak akan cakap dengan saya...memang saya sakit hati tapi nak buat mcm mana??? saya bukan jenis hipokrit tau lau berkawan...saya tau setiap hari dorg akan cakap pasal saya...pasal ckit benda pun dorg akan buka mulut pasal saya...pasal apa saya pakai, apa saya buat, apa saya cakap.....semua dorg akn judge...!!! pastu dalam fb dorg mau kasi heboh satu dunia...'c anu kan dia gini-gini.....'

perangai2 begini kan nda bole juga kasi salah ibubapa tau...(melainkan ibubapa dorg mmg mengajar begini laa)...terus terang keluarga sa pun bukan org baik2...haha...keluarga sa pun memaki juga...so sa pn pandai memaki juga....memang sa kurang ajar juga kdg2...depends la ma sepa sa berckp juga...heran kn? salah org, ibu bapa kena kasi salah...diam2 ibubapa dirumah kena cakap2 nie...adui....brla dorg...ada kwn sa ckp, 'daripada ko mo kesah anak org bagus lagi ko kesah anak ko sendiri'.......

apa2 pun....apa yg sa pena ckp taun lepas ka apa...apa2 rahsia kaa....terpulang laa....kalau ko kawan yg baik ko akan simpan...lau ko kasi bocor rahsia, ko sendiri akan menyesal dan bersalah seumur hidup...

i'm a very nice person btw...and i'm getting nicer when you are true to me...^_^...

Faizal Tahir - Hanyut

Lirik Lagu Hanyut - Faizal Tahir

Harus bagaimana lagi
Dan terus begini
Dengarkan aku
Lihat ke mataku

Cukup sudah kau menghukum
Salahku tetap salahku
Benarkan ku berbicara
Agar bisa pulih semua

Namun harus sampai bila
Kau kan diam seribu bahasa

Chorus
Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Fahamilah ku tak mampu terus tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Saat mata terpejam
Hanya kau ku terbayang
Menghapus semua segala rasa di jiwaku

Saat mata terbuka
Kamulah yang pertama
Tak mampu aku
Bayangkan
Hidup tanpa dirimu

Repeat Chorus

Aku memang bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu
Dan tapi dah ku sedari
Segala perit kau lalui
Ku terlupa kau terluka

Dan memang selalu
Aku bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu
Meninggalkan mu
Dan tetapi itulah aku sedari
Segala perit yang kau lalui
Kerna diriku yang terus hanyut

Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila kau tak di sisi
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

This song remind me of someone....

I just hope he's doing okay with his new life...

Happy Chinese New Year to all!!!

新年快乐

Xing Nian Quai Le....Gong Xi Fa Cai...

Angpau na li??? hahahahha....

I JUST WANT TO WISH ALL PEOPLE

IN THE WORLD...

Some information about my zodiac, Rabbit...^_^...

People born on the year of Rabbit:

1915, 1927, 1939, 1951, 1963, 1975, 1987, 1999, 2011

People born in the Year of the Rabbit are articulate, talented, and ambitious. They are virtuous, reserved, and have excellent taste. Rabbit people are admired, trusted, and are often financially lucky. They are fond of gossip but are tactful and generally kind. Rabbit people seldom lose their temper. They are clever at business and never back out of a contract.

more info...click here...

once again,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2011

sincere from me,

MJ

Sheila On 7 – Hari Bersamanya

Hari telah terganti
Tak bisa ku hindari
Tibalah saat ini bertemu dengannya

Jantungku berdegup cepat
Kaki bergetar hebat
Akankah aku ulangi merusak harinya

[*]
Mohon Tuhan
Untuk kali ini saja
Beri aku kekuatan
‘tuk menatap matanya

[**]
Mohon Tuhan
Untuk kali ini saja
Lancarkanlah hariku
Hariku bersamanya
Hariku bersamanya

Kau tahu betapa aku
Lemah dihadapannya
Kau tahu berapa lama
Aku mendambakannya

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Tuhan tolonglah (beri kesempatan)
Tuhan tolonglah (beri kesempatan)

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Hariku bersamanya
Hari bersamanya
Hari bersamanya
Hari bersamanya
Hari bersamanya
Hari bersamanya
Hari bersamanya

Tuhan tolonglah
Hari bersamanya
Tuhan tolonglah
Hari bersamanya

dedicate to my boyfriend...Richie...ILY...^_^...

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!!!!

so long haven't update my blog...huhu...no time...

been very busy with things & stuff...

but no worries guys...this year i will 'rajin2' update k? ^_^

still have so many post haven't update from last year...

Reunion stuff, Christmas, Birthday, stuff, etc....

btw,

More Happy New Year 2011 Comments

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 EVERYBODY!!!!

HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD YEAR!!!

^_^v

PEACE UOLS!!!

15.12.10 - My Brother, Melvin's 11th Birthday

special page for my lil bro...

(lambat hupdate blog...hihihi...sorry guys...:P)

p/s: salah eja nama...smpi rumah bru perasan...xpelaaarrr...

my lil bro & lil sis...

blow the candles of 11...

yeahhh...momom kek!!!

meh kakak cuap u....muahhh...love my bro!!

with my beloved dad...

my dearest family!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO MELVIN!!!
WE LOVE YOU!!!

Every Family Has Problems...

I promise myself I would never tell anything about personal matters here especially regarding my family problem but I guess I don't know where to go...

Some people never understood what was going on with our family...Since Nov 2008, our life have changed completely...totally changed! Everything happens so fast! No, no one was dead or sick...Just a case involving my dad...I don't know who to believe, who to depend on, who to point my finger at, who will care about us? Even our closest relatives backstabbing! Accuse my dad, judging him without even have a prove and understand my dad's condition...He's sick you know! Fuck you who call yourself a family!

You wouldn't even care last time when my family were very poor once upon a time...How hard our life at that moment...I still remember going to school with no money, no new uniform, no books...Even our house was about to sell off! FUCK!

How hard my dad to work by himself; when I woke up in the morning he's already in the paddy field & back to home for dinner!
How about you? Have you ever been in that kind of life?

I hate you & your family because you guys were too proud of yourself...You think you have car, you have big house, you have money then you can control me & my family? Hell yeah bitch! Who's house is bigger now? Who have big cars? I don't mean to boast but it's the truth! I hate your mom once upon a time because she's spoke some unkind words to me & I still have that words in mind...But you know what? I have what you guys don't have; FORGIVENESS!

Our family maybe didn't go to church as often as you do...But we don't have to show ourselves going to church just to show off that we are going to church...Get it? God only knows why...How my dad really miss to go church but didn't have a chance...He just said to us that God is always in our heart...Pray there! It's not that I don't like to go church in this village but I feel shy...No one would even talk to me and call me 'sombong n stuff...' I feel ache! How am I supposed to pray like that? How I miss Jesus Christ so much in my life?

I'm not sure how much do you know & heard about my family, because we don't give a damn! If my dad is really guilty in this case then let the judge speaks...We will accept the fact...But if he's innocent, then SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!

You can hurt me but if you hurt my family, I'll show you what hurt is....I may be a tough chick, but I'm a girl that always wish for a happy ending too...I don't mean to get enemy here...just so you know...

'Lord, I know I have been a bad girl...That's because I have suffer so much, it turns me this way; tough, stronger & rude...Because I don't want to be played anymore...Dear Lord, please save my family from anything harm, sickness & tragedy...I love them so much that I would rather die than losing them...This I ask through Jesus Christ, our Lord...
Amen.......'

My Wig...hihi...^_^...

just RM 25 only....
hihihi....gotchaaaa.... :P

'Like' Page in Facebook...

just created a page for my blog...laaa...
just for fun only....hihi...
i didn't put to much hope for people to like this page...
it's free & pls feel free to like or unlike...haha...

just type Mashiry MJ on your facebook search tab...
you'll find me there...press like...hehe...
thanks...^_^...

peace...

I'm sorry...

I understand that I'm not a perfect girl...Who does?
I'm sorry for acting childish..I'm sorry for hurting you..I don't hate you..I still love you..But loving a person doesn't mean we have to own them..I'm so sorry for letting you down & making you cry..I know it's hard..Sorry for being such a bad girl & ignoring you a lot..It's just, things suddenly changed..

I know you love me..I know you're not lying about your feelings for me..Even if you lie, please don't tell me it's lies because I believe it...

I don't care what people said about you but I love you the way you are..I know maybe you feel ashamed because of what I've done..I'm sorry, I know you're disappointed..

But still, we are cousin..I hope we can get back to normal again..I miss the old us..I miss you..Hope we can be crazy friend again..Yes, I've found someone new & I love him..so did you..She's pretty btw.. If destiny bring us together in the future, we we're meant to be..IF..^_^..


I MAY REGRET THE WAY WE ENDED,
BUT I DON'T REGRET WHAT WE HAD...

cheer up!!! FRIENDS?

p/s: btw, I'm a bit jealous...:((

2NE1 - Go Away

Introducing my new Barbie eye contact lenses...

I just bought this contact lenses for RM45 per pair at Berjaya Times Square...
it is made from Japan & can wear for a year...

my eyes look bigger...!!!

^_^

Sweet Dream...

Every girl goes though this. Late at night when everyone else is asleep , we stay up to think about all our “what if ” questions . All the boys we could have dated, all the times where we could have saved a relationship , all the times where our heart didn’t have to been broken by someone else. We feel like its our fault that we couldn’t hold together a relationship for a couple of weeks when some people could hold one up for months and even years. We think there’s something wrong with us , we think we’re not good enough , but truly every single one of us are beautiful. We are the people that live through every single day with a smile on our face even though it’s sometimes fake , we hide our scars , both inside and outside because we don’t want our friends to worry. We pick up the broken pieces of our heart because there’s not always going to be a guy to do it for us .

This is for every single girl that been through even one of these, guess what? You are beautiful don’t ever forget that. ♥

hahaha....apa ni mj,xpenat ke jwb2 soalan org... g mana exam??

haha...xkn penat nyer...^_^...huhu...exam??? tak tau la nk ckp mcm mana.. :(( berserah jer lar...

Ask me anything..i will answer you...

Press Play...

2NE1 - It Hurts (아파) English Version *cover by MoA*

Think of that time not long ago
All those days we spent alone
Walking hand in and hand and never letting them go
But now you're into someone new
And I can't forgive you
For making all those promises that will never come true

Tell me now where did our love go
Tell me now I've got the right to know
Tell me how you can stand the way you're hurting me so oh oh
Tell me if you ever change your mind
Tell me if you wanna make it right
Am I the only one hurt tonight?

Oh baby, why don't you care?
Whatever happens to me you won't be there
And I know wherever we go
We'll be apart, apart, apart

Can't you see what you have done to the girl that you adored
I used to touch the sky but now I'm down to the floor
I gave my everything to you
And we both know that whoever you replace me with
She'll never love you like I do

Tell me now where did our love go
Tell me now I've got the right to know
Tell me how you can stand the way you're hurting me so oh oh-oh
Tell me if you ever change your mind
Tell me if you wanna make it right
Am I the only one hurt tonight?

Oh baby, why don't you care?
Whatever happens to me you wont be there
And I know wherever we'll go
We'll be apart, apart, apart

You're no longer the man you used to be
Cause the man that I loved wasn't cruel to me
He'd never hurt me so

Now I'm on my knees, as you watch me cry
You just stand there calm, all you do is sigh
No way, I can't recognize
You're not mine anymore

Can't you come back to me?
Just the way you used to be?
Can't you come back to me?
Just the way that you used to be?

Can't you come back to me?
The way you used to be?
Can't you come back to me?
Can't you bring your love back to me?

Oh, oh my baby, why don't you care?!
Whatever happens to me you won't be there
And I know wherever we'll go
We'll be apart, apart, apart
Apart, apart, apart, apart

Download mp3: http://www.box.net/shared/94pf0n6mqv