Stressin' bout someone...

I don’t know what to say anymore….people say if you don’t have anything to say, better not saying anything at all…yaya…true…don’t say anything at all better la than just hihi haha nonsense speech…poor you…annoying…you may be good in English but I am better than you…(plus, my slang kinda good too…you got meh???) talk a lot but ZERO meaning…OMG ZEROO baa…haha…get it??? do stupid jokes like everybody understand…laugh like idiot…so bored! >.< then copying everybody status and make in own words…plagiarism ooohhh…so bad la you…removing the credits and make it copyright…what the hell aa??? No other things to do ka?

I’m so stress…so much that I can bear anymore…I hate being back up friend all of this time…I just want to go to class, talk with everybody and do my work…yaa…everyone is lazy including me but what to do…It’s my job oredy…I don’t care about them…I just care about me…because I have been so care about someone that in the end is going to walk over my head…I’m tired oredy…help larr…help yourself buddy…I’m not forever is going to back up you man…I’m so kind of not being so selfish that I keep everything to myself…what if I start to be selfish??? You like that huh??? What if I start ignoring you and let you on your own???

I’m very easy & open almost everything….i heard your stories, yaa I listen to you…(not really)…but you don’t have to be like 24-7 loving talk…hey…some of it keep it to yourself….yaa you can like scandal with all people in this world but who to trust???? If you want to lie to me I don’t care anymore because you already did…and you make me feel so terrible…but I cannot mad… L I don’t know which stories of yours I should believe…because everything is, for me, LIE….I ain’t Rihanna, I don’t love the way you lie…

I hope you can change for a better future…I hope you can put faith in God and trust in Him…I love the old you…change is better but from bad to better not from bad to worst…I’m a girl and treat me the way you should treat a girl…girl aren’t weak..they may have weak physical but girls have strong power and mind…they could break you…some boys hate girls…but remember this, if you hate them, you tease them, you make them hurt, it’s like you hurting your mom…if you love your mom, treat girls right… J

And yeah about respect…^^…(inspire by Mdm Connie this morning)…DON’T MISUNDERSTOOD ABOUT THIS....RESPECT IS TO BE EARNED!!! Give and take…doesn’t mean that you are older than me I have to respect you all the way…I’m being respect if you respect me back as a person…respect my words, my pride & what I want to do…Even a 3 or 5 years old you must show some respect too…

Well duh…tired ordy…say what you want to say laa….^__^….I’m done…chawwww…..

Gegaran??? Gempa bumi atau......???

Mr.Singh: OK class...disini ada satu pengumuman...semua dikehendaki turun ke bawah disebabkan berlakunya gegaran...sila berkumpul di bawah sekarang juga.....

Class: !@#$%^&*!

ada yg mengemas...ada yg panik...ada yg sempat mengambil dompet...ada yg malas....errrr....pokoknya MJ mesti turun...sebab MJ juga rasa gegaran tersebut....tme tgh syok2 trim, rasa mcm npon vibrate tpi xder plak bunyi mesej...so cool down je la...then...kejap2 lg rasa mcm vibrate...x juga bunyi...then bru org sebelah c Meicther persoalkan benda yg sama...& bertya, "kmu rasa ka???" then MJ pun mulai rasa len mcm......alkisahnya la dalam workstation td......

FUHHH~~~ siap polis dgn bomba dtg sekali......uuu~~~

persoalannya ialah,

apakah ia???

gegaran dari mana ka itu???

gegaran itu kembali sekitar 3-4 ptg.....

malah makin kuat!!!!

perghhhh!!!!

menakutkan~~~~

uuu~~~

OMG!!! "MJ sudah tunang kaa???"

haaaa???? MJ sudah tunang kaa??? FOR REALLL>?????? ehemmm...ehemmm....(batuk gete... :P)

inilah dakwaan, my 'engagement ring'...kononnya laaa... :P

hoi...sukati sa la lau sa cakap sa sudah tunang....tunang ka belum ka dunia mo kiamat suda meh??? yg ko sibuk sgt hal sa tu napa??? ko nda boleh tgok sa hidup senang kerrr???? uppsss~~~ sa lupa sa 'market' rupanya......pfffftttttt......

WTF man....FYI, (secara jujurnya laaa k???) yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...............

sa memang BELUM TUNANG LAGI.......

so what's the point??? kalau sa tunang pun kmu mo bagi hadiah meh??? even kmu ckp msi awal utk sa tunang, kalo sa mo tunang juga jd kenapalaaa???....sa cukup kasih sayang uda maaaa.....org suda suka ma sa, dia mo tunang sa...sa ok jak....ndala sa mo jd andartu nt kn???? :P uuuhh~~~ pedasnyerrr kate2... :P

BTW, i'll will post kat blog juga ba pasal sa mo tunang2 nie...DON'T WORRY K my dear readers?? mybe ujung taun kot...mybe nex yer kott....mybe la...apa2 pun, 'kita mampu merancang, Tuhan yang tentukan segalanya....'

so terpulang korg la mo percaya ka x....bla...bla...bla...get your life fix first before talking 'bout other people's life...jgn sebok2 hal org k?

chalowww bete.....=___________=....

Bila berkawan...

saya bukan jenis socialite or friendly...saya tidak ramai kawan tapi kawan yg saya ada pun sudah memadai...entahlah sejak saya datang KL ni baru saya perasan saya ada masalah berkawan dengan orang...ermmm...adakah kerana saya ni tidak boleh dijadikan kawan or mmg saya tidak ingin berkawan...well, x kira apa pun sebabnya dorg ada hak nak kawan dengan siapa...

kalau dah xnak kawan dengan saya tu, xpala...x paksa...tapi bila xnak kawan tue, janganlah sampai nak kutuk2 pula...apa yg saya buat di kelas atau post di fb, biarlah...kenapa nak judge lagi??? saya tau dalam kelas certain people tidak akan cakap dengan saya...memang saya sakit hati tapi nak buat mcm mana??? saya bukan jenis hipokrit tau lau berkawan...saya tau setiap hari dorg akan cakap pasal saya...pasal ckit benda pun dorg akan buka mulut pasal saya...pasal apa saya pakai, apa saya buat, apa saya cakap.....semua dorg akn judge...!!! pastu dalam fb dorg mau kasi heboh satu dunia...'c anu kan dia gini-gini.....'

perangai2 begini kan nda bole juga kasi salah ibubapa tau...(melainkan ibubapa dorg mmg mengajar begini laa)...terus terang keluarga sa pun bukan org baik2...haha...keluarga sa pun memaki juga...so sa pn pandai memaki juga....memang sa kurang ajar juga kdg2...depends la ma sepa sa berckp juga...heran kn? salah org, ibu bapa kena kasi salah...diam2 ibubapa dirumah kena cakap2 nie...adui....brla dorg...ada kwn sa ckp, 'daripada ko mo kesah anak org bagus lagi ko kesah anak ko sendiri'.......

apa2 pun....apa yg sa pena ckp taun lepas ka apa...apa2 rahsia kaa....terpulang laa....kalau ko kawan yg baik ko akan simpan...lau ko kasi bocor rahsia, ko sendiri akan menyesal dan bersalah seumur hidup...

i'm a very nice person btw...and i'm getting nicer when you are true to me...^_^...

My Wig...hihi...^_^...

just RM 25 only....
hihihi....gotchaaaa.... :P

Introducing my new Barbie eye contact lenses...

I just bought this contact lenses for RM45 per pair at Berjaya Times Square...
it is made from Japan & can wear for a year...

my eyes look bigger...!!!

^_^

Sweet Dream...

Every girl goes though this. Late at night when everyone else is asleep , we stay up to think about all our “what if ” questions . All the boys we could have dated, all the times where we could have saved a relationship , all the times where our heart didn’t have to been broken by someone else. We feel like its our fault that we couldn’t hold together a relationship for a couple of weeks when some people could hold one up for months and even years. We think there’s something wrong with us , we think we’re not good enough , but truly every single one of us are beautiful. We are the people that live through every single day with a smile on our face even though it’s sometimes fake , we hide our scars , both inside and outside because we don’t want our friends to worry. We pick up the broken pieces of our heart because there’s not always going to be a guy to do it for us .

This is for every single girl that been through even one of these, guess what? You are beautiful don’t ever forget that. ♥

No worries God’s got it covered...

Going through life, I’ve realized how desperately my enemies have been just to watch me fall...I never let that stop me, because with the strength and wisdom of the Lord I continue to come out on top...I opened my heart and allowed the Lord in, and every since that moment, I’ve felt peace and tranquility within my life...I’ve learned how to let people go when they’ve become negative assets to my life, and I’m gradually receiving the gift of patience...Engaging in prayer has brought me closer to God than I’ve ever been in my whole entire life and it’s the greatest feeling I’ve ever experienced.

No Worries God’s got it covered...

(:

I hope God will let me watch all the person that hurts me going down...

Aku masi igt apa yg pernah kau bagitau dulu...

Masi igt...

Macam mana reaksi ko yg mmg sgt2 bencikan dorg...aku igt ko lebih matang dlm menilai...aku igt nasihat ko semua betul brguna...nmpknya ko sama jak...ko lebih teruk dr dorg...apa yg dorg kasi makan ko smpi ko jd mcm ni? Apa yg dorg bgtau pasal aku? Apa yg dorg fitnah? Kenapa ko diam? KENAPA KO DIAM HAAA???!!

BULLSHITTT!!!

Dulu ko ckp lau sa x ikut, ko pn x ikut? Apa sala sa sebenarnya sampai ko berubah sampai mcm ni?

Ko cakap dia selalu kasi sakit hati ko, tapi napa ko masi kawan juga dgn dia? Jd apa la fungsi sa selama ni? Cuma tempat ko melepaskan marah n rasa x puas ati? Helloeewww...aku pun ada perasaan jugak...start dr itu aku pun stop luah masalah dgn ko...bila tba2 ko nda mo tegur aku siap dgn pandangan sinis lg ko bagi...ko pikir aku takut ka?? Aku malu taw...malu sebab ko berubah...ko pandang la sinis sepuas2nya...ko jeling la smpi kuar biji mata ko...ko umpat la apa yg ko mo umpat...Lau ikutkan hati sa, sa mau save jak mesej2 tu n bagi baca ma org yg sepatutnya ditujukan...ko pengecut sebenarnya...tapi aku x sejahat itu khianati kawan...

Atau mmg keturunan ko jenis yg mcm ni...mmg jenis yg xtau malu...mmg jenis yg bongkak...mmg jenis gatal ma suka tarik perhatian dgn publisiti murah...mcm la semua org suka ma ko baa...budu!!! ko jak terhegeh-hegeh mcm taik...ketawa2 cna mcm badut...mmgla org suka tgok sebab free show kan? Dorg senyum2 bukan dorg suka tpi dorg kutuk ba tu...budu...yelaa, org mo femes mestilaa ‘need all eyes to be seen’

Well...welcome to the group...

Apa2 pun, ko da termakan dgn kata2 sendiri...mmg aku teda bukti lau ya pun aku maw tuduh...thts why aku diam jak...ko lebih tahu apa yg berlaku...ko berubah aku pun bole berubah...aku nda mo bertanding sbb setahu aku, aku sudah menang permainan ini...ko dengki sebenarnya dgn aku...akun jak la...ko jenis yg nda mo kalah sebenarnya...

I hope God will let me watch all the person that hurts me going down...

Aku sedih tau kawan yg aku trust buat aku mcm nie...kawan tempat aku share masalah sikit2...and dia pun pernah bagitau juga aku apa2 yg dorg pernah cakap2 pasal aku...sakit tau tpi aku diam jak...semua org cakap “ignore jak...ignore jak...”...masalahnya aku face benda tu hari2...mcm mana aku maw ignore??? Aku hargai apa yang ko pernah buat...kalau betul dia mau berkawan dgn dorg, pergila...aku siapa maw larang...aku orang susah, siapa yg mo kawan dgn aku...

I don’t care if i have few friends...at least some of them loyal & understood me...i really appreciate them...I don’t need a lot of friends just to show off...What I have is enough...

To people that support me, thanks for being by my side guys...

I hope you won’t betray me in the future...

I hope...

About Tumblr....

Tumblr is real life, with real people and their real characters...Every follower is my real friend, people who don’t give a damn about how I look and how I dress...People who are only interested in who I truly am. Every “follow” means “Hey you seem like an interesting person, I’d like to be friends with you and see if we have something in common”...Every “reblog” says “Hey I like this thing too/I feel exactly the same way!”...Every “unfollow” can scream “I don’t really enjoy the things you like” without having to get caught in an awkward conversation...

Tumblr is real life, with less drama...

Don’t talk about Tumblr to people who don’t own them...When people saw me online at Tumblr, they make fun of me and the site itself...They laughed at me, saying that only lame idiots owns a Tumblr...I’ve made up my mind...When someone asks me what’s so fun about Tumblr, I said “It’s a porn site.” or sometimes, “It’s boring.” and maybe, “I deleted my Tumblr. Its lame.” Its a lie, but its better than letting more people from joining Tumblr...And please don’t share the link of your Tumblr at your Facebook or any social network sites, cause its private...And only people who have Tumblr can see yours...

Keep this in mind, awesome people...