What If.......

What if someone you love died in an accident? How would you react? Will you believe it? What if, when the accident happens you was waiting for him/her to come home? What if the last message or call from him/her telling you that he loves you forever and wants you to wait for him to come home? How would you react? What if that time you were on the road with him/her during the accident, but you are the survivor not him? What would you do? What would you do?!! How much would you do to grieving and keep surviving? 


What if someone you love is diagnosed with cancer? How would you react? Will you believe it? Will you be his/her side by that time? Will you be there for him/her or do you leave him/her when you knows it? If him/her unmarried and have cancer, will you still marry him/her? How much would you love him/her? How much would you do to save him/her? How much you can sacrifice your energy, your time, your money, your everything? Will you keep supporting him/her and tell him/her that everything will be alright?


What if someone you love being murdered? How would you react? Do you believe in it? Will you still hug that body when you saw it?  How much can you hold the grief? Will you find the murderer? How far would you go? How much will you sacrifice? What if the murderer is closer than you think? 


What if.................


I'm sorry if this post have so much sensitivity issues...but you have to face it....this is my "what if......" question that pops into my mind every time before I close my eyes to sleep...what if....what if....I'm a bit negative-thinker sometimes & over-analyzed situations...but that helps me to get through this life....because every time I think positive, some of it slips away....Do you have the answers to each of the questions above? NO!...unless it happens to you....


Every time I think of my "what if" questions, I will cry...then I will pray so that people I love would be bless by the Lord and being taken care of...


But still I say to you keep the positive thinking and enjoy your life to the fullest....and keep praying... :))

Bila berkawan...

saya bukan jenis socialite or friendly...saya tidak ramai kawan tapi kawan yg saya ada pun sudah memadai...entahlah sejak saya datang KL ni baru saya perasan saya ada masalah berkawan dengan orang...ermmm...adakah kerana saya ni tidak boleh dijadikan kawan or mmg saya tidak ingin berkawan...well, x kira apa pun sebabnya dorg ada hak nak kawan dengan siapa...

kalau dah xnak kawan dengan saya tu, xpala...x paksa...tapi bila xnak kawan tue, janganlah sampai nak kutuk2 pula...apa yg saya buat di kelas atau post di fb, biarlah...kenapa nak judge lagi??? saya tau dalam kelas certain people tidak akan cakap dengan saya...memang saya sakit hati tapi nak buat mcm mana??? saya bukan jenis hipokrit tau lau berkawan...saya tau setiap hari dorg akan cakap pasal saya...pasal ckit benda pun dorg akan buka mulut pasal saya...pasal apa saya pakai, apa saya buat, apa saya cakap.....semua dorg akn judge...!!! pastu dalam fb dorg mau kasi heboh satu dunia...'c anu kan dia gini-gini.....'

perangai2 begini kan nda bole juga kasi salah ibubapa tau...(melainkan ibubapa dorg mmg mengajar begini laa)...terus terang keluarga sa pun bukan org baik2...haha...keluarga sa pun memaki juga...so sa pn pandai memaki juga....memang sa kurang ajar juga kdg2...depends la ma sepa sa berckp juga...heran kn? salah org, ibu bapa kena kasi salah...diam2 ibubapa dirumah kena cakap2 nie...adui....brla dorg...ada kwn sa ckp, 'daripada ko mo kesah anak org bagus lagi ko kesah anak ko sendiri'.......

apa2 pun....apa yg sa pena ckp taun lepas ka apa...apa2 rahsia kaa....terpulang laa....kalau ko kawan yg baik ko akan simpan...lau ko kasi bocor rahsia, ko sendiri akan menyesal dan bersalah seumur hidup...

i'm a very nice person btw...and i'm getting nicer when you are true to me...^_^...

I'm sorry...

I understand that I'm not a perfect girl...Who does?
I'm sorry for acting childish..I'm sorry for hurting you..I don't hate you..I still love you..But loving a person doesn't mean we have to own them..I'm so sorry for letting you down & making you cry..I know it's hard..Sorry for being such a bad girl & ignoring you a lot..It's just, things suddenly changed..

I know you love me..I know you're not lying about your feelings for me..Even if you lie, please don't tell me it's lies because I believe it...

I don't care what people said about you but I love you the way you are..I know maybe you feel ashamed because of what I've done..I'm sorry, I know you're disappointed..

But still, we are cousin..I hope we can get back to normal again..I miss the old us..I miss you..Hope we can be crazy friend again..Yes, I've found someone new & I love him..so did you..She's pretty btw.. If destiny bring us together in the future, we we're meant to be..IF..^_^..


I MAY REGRET THE WAY WE ENDED,
BUT I DON'T REGRET WHAT WE HAD...

cheer up!!! FRIENDS?

p/s: btw, I'm a bit jealous...:((

YOU ARE UGLY!!!

How do you react when someone calls you UGLY???

YOU ARE UGLY!!!

ANSWER:

I guess everyone has their right to express their own opinion, no matter how pointless. But i don't understand why you need to tell me this. Yes, I know I'm not the prettiest person & I don't claim to be & I am greatly aware of this fact so thank you for lowering my self esteem even more...

But I tell you something that gets me through each day and gives me motivation to actually get up in the morning. I say to myself that I am a good person, I'm kind, I'm funny and I love being my self. Yes, it would be so nice to be called gorgeous all the time but I don't & that's okay because I personally think it's better to be a person that has good personality & aware of other people's feelings which is something you LACK!

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Don't make conclusions when you yourself is not involved in the situation
&
don't ever judge other people negatively when you yourself is acting like one...