Another annoying stuff...

People should really stop asking me if I have a boyfriend.
I’ve been in relationships and I’ve always been the bad one.
I never cheated on anyone but I was always the one who hurt the other.
I didn’t care about them enough.
It was no time for me to be serious.
I was bound to leave at some point.
Getting attached and falling in love was no option.
I promised myself that when I get back here and start college I won’t go into anything I can’t commit to.
I get bored.
That’s who I am.
I promised myself when I do get into a relationship I want a serious one.
One where I care about the other person as much as he cares about me.
I don’t wanna hurt anyone else anymore.
I’ve done it before and it’s not very fulfilling.

My Polo handbag...^__^...

I just bought this....

Awkward situations that I hate....!!!

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• Being the only single person surrounded by couples.
• Calling someone’s name really loud and they don’t hear you, but the people around you saw/heard it.
• When someone sneezes and 5 people say “Bless you”, then you sneeze and no one says it.
• Sending a text/YM to the wrong person.
• Literally bumping into someone on the way to class.
• When you see someone saying hi, so you wave back, but then you realize they weren’t waving at you.
• Waiting/walking/standing alone.
• YMing someone, and they sign off.
• Singing the wrong lyrics.

Worst Feelings in the World

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1. Crying yourself to sleep
2. Not knowing who to trust
3. Questioning your purpose on this world
4. Feeling like you’re not good enough
5. Disappointing people you love
6. Remembering memories that left you hurt for a long time
7. Feeling like no one understands you
8. Being treated the way you don’t deserve
9. Feeling you’re standing alone on your own
10. Thinking everything is going wrong
11. People rejecting to give you forgiveness
12. Having someone hold a grudge against you
13. Bottling up your emotions
14. Being unable to relieve your stress
15. Fucking up so bad

Why?

Sometimes, I wish I could see what my friends say about me when I'm not around, just to see if I can still trust them to be my friend...

I know some of them don't like me as a friend...They talk behind me, almost everything...They don't satisfied with me or my work...They say that life is not fair because of me...

That's why I make a new Facebook acc...I'm tired of their drama...I hope this new one wouldn't get me so much trouble too...

About my blog, I know they are reading this...Some follow me privately...If you think you're brave enough or man enough, follow me publicly...

Probably they are laughing right now..about me, about my life...yes...i'm alone...i don't have lot of friends...but i don't have to...I have my family and my bestfriend..I have God to be there for me...I don't need friends that only be friends and talk shit & being bitch behind me...

I know I never been a good friend...I'm not a perfect friend for you...Then stop being my friend if you don't want to instead of giving me fake smile & bad attitude...

Someday, you will understand...And I'm the one that keeps playing on your mind...

I'm not making mistakes & I don't feel guilty about it...
So, at some part it's not me that have to apologize...It's not me that always say SORRY...Some part you have to apologize to me too...and say SORRY to me back...

can i have ur number?

who is this?? i'm not going to give if i don't know you... ^__^ sorry...

Ask me anything..i will answer you...

A Touching Story...

My mom only had one eye...

I hated her... She was such an
embarrassment. She cooked for students and teachers to
support the family.

There was this one day during elementary school where my
mom came to say hello to me. I was so embarrassed.

How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a
hateful look and ran out. The next day at school one of my
classmates said, "EEEE, your mom only has one
eye!"

I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just
disappear. I confronted her that day and said, " If
you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why
don't you just die?"

My mom did not respond... I didn't even stop to think
for a second about what I had said, because I was full of
anger. I was oblivious to her feelings.

I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with
her. So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to
study.

Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. I had kids
of my own. I was happy with my life, my kids and the
comforts. Then one day, my Mother came to visit me. She
hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her
grandchildren.

When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and
I yelled at her for coming over uninvited. I screamed at
her, "How dare you come to my house and scare my
children!" GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"

And to this, my mother quietly answered, "Oh, I'm
so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address," and she
disappeared out of sight.

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my
house. So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business
trip. After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of
curiosity.

My neighbors said that she died. I did not shed a single
tear. They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to
have.

"My dearest son,

I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to
your house and scared your children.

I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you
when you were growing up.

You see.........when you were very little, you got into an
accident, and lost your eye. As a mother, I couldn't
stand watching you having to grow up with one eye. So I gave
you mine.

I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world
for me, in my place, with that eye..."

With all my love to you,

Your mother

To my baby : I want you to.....do this all to me...

I want you to hug me from behind, unexpectedly...
I want you to give me your hoodie when I'm cold...
I want you to hold me and keep me warm...
I want you to cuddle with me and watch movies...
I want you to kiss me in the rain...
I want you hold my hands and play with my fingers...
I want you play with my hair...
I want you to take amazing photos with me...
I want you to come to my house and meet my family...
I want you to lay in my bed with me and just hold me...
I want you to let me dress you up and make you look silly...
I want you to tell your friends everyday how much you love me...
I want you to write me songs and poems...
I want you to watch the sunrise with me...
I want you to give me piggy back rides daily...
I want you to kiss my nose...
I want you to wipe my tears away...
I want you to swim in the ocean with me...
I want you to tell me you miss me...
I want you to drop everything and hug me tight...
I want you to take pictures of us...
I want you to take me on a picnic...
I want you to snuggle with me in the movie theaters...
I want you to squeeze me as hard as you can when you hug me...
I want you to smile ever single time you see me...

I want you to know how much I love you...

I just, want you......

Hello Penang!!! ^__^

[ckit2 upload gmbr leh la kn? haha..biar yg len disimpan sebagai rahsia..opps.. :P]

this is my really 1st time visit to Penang...
17/08/2010 - 20/08/2010
it's not much but it's fun though...^__^...

enjoy the pic...


mcm di Thailand kn? yala...di Thailand la ni..hahaha... :P

The statue of MJ..(me?? :P) It's R.I.P Michael Jackson..

Hard Rock Cafe, Penang...

Batu Feringghi beach

It's nice place to relax...
Nice place to remember...
Yeah..I remember everything here...
Hope to be back here again someday...
Hope so...

THE END...

Hey There!!!

I don’t see how having a guy as a good friend is flirting. Honestly, I prefer to talk to guys more than girls. They’re just honest and upfront. I can talk to them about anything. I’m not self conscious around them, I can say what I want and know that they wouldn’t judge me. I can be as lame as I want. And they actually get my humour. We can have great conversations without resorting to bitching.

And I don’t need to be anyone but me.

Let's Study...

Dental Surveying

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which one u prefer...? a bitch or a slut....? lol

for what?? lol :P

Ask me anything..i will answer you...

taken already....?

hahahhaa...maybe yes, maybe no... :P

Ask me anything..i will answer you...

I just want u to know that i will always keep my eye on u..

stop being an anon...keep on your eye on me...i dont care...walawehhh~~ :P blerkkk.....

Ask me anything..i will answer you...

hey u,tggi u brape eh?

tinggi?? 5 feet 2 inches....siapa tya nie??

Ask me anything..i will answer you...

STEP UP 3D...!!! mesti tengok nie!!!

If you're into dancing, go see it. If not, STAY AWAY!!

Release Date: 6 August 2010
Genre: Drama | Music
Cast: Sharni Vinson, Ally Maki, Harry Shum Jr., Adam G. Sevani
Director: Jon Chu
Writers: Amy Andelson, Emily Meyer
Studio: Touchstone Pictures

Plot:
New Yorks intense street dancing underground comes alive in eye-popping Digital 3D as a tight-knit group of street dancers (RICK MALAMBRI, SHARNI VINSON) team up with Moose (ADAM SEVANI) and find themselves pitted against the worlds best hip hop dancers in a high-stakes showdown that will change their lives forever.

warghh!!!
MJ MUST SEE THIS!!!!
MUST!! MUST!!

A Lesson...

Eminem - Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear my cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
Love the way you lie

[Verse 1 - Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight all I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight

High off on love, drunk from my hate
It's like I'm huffin' paint and I love it
The more I suffer, I suffocate
Right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates
Me, she f**kin' hates me, and I love it, Wait!
Where you going? I'm leaving you.
No you ain't. Come back. We're running right back

Here we go again, it's so insane
Cuz when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind in his back
She's Louis Lane and when its bad, it's awful
I feel so ashamed, I snap "Who's that dude?"
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her, I'll never stood so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear my cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Verse 2 - Eminem]
You ever love somebody so much,
you could barely breathe when you with 'em?
You meet, and neither one of you even know it hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah them chills you still get 'em
Now you gettin' f**kin' sick of lookin' at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're in 'em

It's the rage that took over it controls you both <<
So they say it's best to go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya cuz today,
That was yesterday, yesterday is over and it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over
But you promised her, next time you'd show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it "window pane"

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear my cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
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I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Verse 3 - Eminem]
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routines
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded

Baby please come back, it wasn't you. Baby it was me.
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much, to walk away now
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
I told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time? There won't be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games, I just want her back. I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to f**kin' leave again,
Ima tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
Just gonna

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear my cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

OMG!!! I REALLY LOVE THIS SONG!!!!